KaneGulock

I'm a Bad writer and theres no bones about it. I write smut for my own enjoyment, even if it takes literal years for me to write like a couple paragraphs at a time. its hard for me to know when and where to properly punctuate and my prose are about as beautiful as a barley Legible technical Manual but that's okay because you can only get better at a thing the more you do it and id really like to do that. My ultimate goal is to one day write a book, not a long book, it might not even be a popular one (in all probability it most likely won't) but a book you can put on a shelf, or take off that shelf, read and get something out of. even if that thing is " oh man this book sucks what was this guy thinking" because i can a least take theoretical satisfaction that the terrible book i wrote inspired someone else to write a pretty great book. i think a thing that would really help is someone who can check my ideas, help curb the terrible ones and let me know where the hell to put all the

Today a half in sane man took his on life in the warmth of his family his claim was that he lived on barrowed time a being out of his time lost in our sinisterly sane world .Tonight I plan to commemorator the passing of this man through the use of mind altering drugs such as alcohol and grass and caffeine I don't know where to find acid (and to tell you the truth I'd be afraid to try that) no to properly do this I need to be in an alterd state of being so...REST IN PEACE YOU CRAZY FUCKING GONZO MAN

GOOD GOD I hate this day so much i want to rip out my still beating heart and feed it to a rabid wolverine.I hate this day more than life it's self and wish it would go away I don't need a day to remind me how lonely and single I am soooo fuck you. and who ever reads this do't waste your time trying to cheer me up just let me seethe in my rage....oh and to that one person out there fuck you fucking fake teenage bitch...you know who you are >:(